Yeah... Love sure is a funny thing... Makes you happy, makes you sad, makes you do all sorts of things you thought you can never do before... Often times love also gives me a series of premature ventricular contraction and sometimes leads me to Bipolar Disorder and Schizophrenia.
August 11, 2010 the day I met you. I thought we were destined to meet each other as both of us suffer the bitter part of loving... This is the day I met you, and I remember you... sad to say you don't remember me... Unfortunately day by day you tend to forget me...
Today I alone cherish the old days when we were new as friends... You were suspicious, hardheaded person, and there was not any time, as far as I can remember that we could agree with each other. You are kind of a narrow minded person that have a stubborn heart while I on the other hand always weigh things out and justify everything by mercy and understanding... Apparently we in almost everything were exactly opposite... A thing I don't understand why I come to like you, well you are funny in some ways but not enough reason. Good thing somehow you listen to me, when I said shave and learn to groom yourself, now you look by far more better than before... But sad to say ... still health careless... I hope you could be health conscious before its too late... Try to love yourself and take care of your body, remember health is wealth... No matter how hard you work and gain lots of money but in the end will have serious illness then it would be useless, your just going to save all you've worked hard for in hospital expenses... that would be a waste then.
Today I really miss you... I miss the old you, the one that I can be me with, the long talks that we usually have, and I just really miss you... But now a days, for long time now I know you had changed... And no matter how much I like to deny it, reality is slowly you are becoming a stranger... It hurts... but your happiness is always my concern... From the bottom of my heart I am setting you free... And I pray that sooner or later the right one will come along and complete your life. I would be glad to see that smile and happiness in your face and that is my wish for you as one being a part of me... your happiness always and forever even if it means you being apart from me....
FYI: Written August 11,2011 just posted this day...
